Things that i miss;

Kak Yati <3

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This is the reason why i love her.

I miss you soo much.

See you in 1 months time! :DDDDDDD

Ouh, & i love you <3

Hey pujaan hati...

Okayh. Things are getting better i guess. Great? Relieve? I don't know but i'm still disturbed about something. I don't know why i can't control my anger nowadays. I tore away the family photos into pieces and broke the frames too just because of one sentence dadster said that makes me feel very upset and irritated. I'm bad huh. Hmm & i still keep those torn photos and broken frames under my pillow. No one knows. Brother, Sister and Mumster don't even know what actually happened until they saw my swollen eyes. LOL! Sigh, forget it now. It's over.

ANWS.

It's Saturday hunney. The thought of waking up late is unsuccessful! Nyeahahaha! Padahal aku selalu bangun lambat. TAU TAKPE DOH! I was woken up by dadster in morning asking me to wash up and be down by 20 mins later. Ouh fuck! The first thing in mind, what am i gonna wear -.-" It was all last min. Well, actually not. Dadster told me the day before but i thought he was joking about it. Nyeh! Go for a fast-game shower and got ready and i'm on time :D Hah! Mumster didn't tag along. Sister's at work so i'm glad that i got the chance to sit at the front. Hoho! It's been a while. Lol. We headed down to Bukit Batok and the story goes on and on and on.

Now, i'm back home and will be going to Cik Hairi's house later on to see the new born baby. Hoho. The weather is killing me, so effing hot i tell ya! Nauzubillah! Hurhur. &i'll be busy soon. Working? Neh... Studying (,^^) Shocked? Haha! Suke hatinye la. Wanna ask me out? Tell me earlier-earlier hunney. Insya Allah i'm free. Lol.

Okay, Dydee(?) asked me out tomorrow to Escape. OKAYH! Well, i'm not sure and i don't know. Soooo, i'm still pending. I don't know!!!! Aaaagh, shut up idah.

EH WAIT! WHAT SHOULD I GET FOR SISTER SIA -.-""""""""""""

Okaylah, bye swineys!

Troubled?

I will be gone from here for the time being.

I just don't feel like sharing about what happened recently :'(

You people be good yea? I'm eight numbers away k.

Anything just beep me.

I love you all.

Idahhh.

CHEESE! 0.0

Heh, i just woke up. Well actually no, at 2pm just now :) Send Zirah to school early this morning with Ella. Have a safe journey k and please takecare of yourself! & same goes to Nazri. Anws, Had breakfast @ MCD. & headed home yaw! I fall asleep while watching teevee and i could eventually hear brother was talking to me and i eventually answered him -.-" Hah! He showed me that he was eating the Nachos with the cheese. Omg~ I know la dengs!

Then i went inside my room and sleep. Ouhouh! Sister bought 3 Litre of Nachos Cheese last 2days? Imagine that! 3litre! Siak eh dier! I've tasted it and its effing delicious lor! Aaaaaaaagh, temptations! Well i ate Cheese with Nasi Lemak yesterday plus! a Hotdog XD Ouh gosh ouh gosh, fats fats fats! I swear brother and sister can grow fatter and fatter soon! Hah! It's none of my business anw :D Brother went out to idk where and mumster went back to sleep? I dont know either. She asked me whether am i going for blaja later. Hah! As usual, my answer will be don't know! & sooo, mother and i gave that 'I don't wanna go blaja tonight look.' Nyehahaha! Siak. Like mother like daughter. Okay, i've more mumster's attitude then dadster's. Hmmm. Boleh la tu. Boleh ape? Boleh blah!

What am i doing right now? Simply nothing except blogging. I can't log in to Msn but what the heck. I have yet started wraping sister's gifts for her students for coming birthday? & i've to complete it by Friday. Ouh fuck -.-" & yeah, i need to help her draw a height chart at a huge paper on i dont know when -.-" Ouh fuck ouh fuck! Her birthday is this Sunday and Brother and Sister's 1 year anniversary is this Sat. Ouh my... I don't know what to get for her. I told dadster that about their anniversary and sis birthday this morning. He didn't care much and said this phrase, " abah rase macam takde daughter-in-law. "

Ooooookay, i can feel his pain. Well, yeah, i felt that way too and same goes to mumster. Life huh, sooo great like that!

Hooooooo, i've noooo plans till sunday. Sooo what am i gonna do again?

Lame eh. Lame eh. Lame eh!

I just need to let out everything. So OnSugar, i'm sorry... You're my victim. I really need you now.

BRO: KAU GI MANE?

ME: KUA.

BRO: DENGAN SAPE?

ME: KAWAN.

BRO: KAWAN SAPE? MATAIR EH?

ME: KAWAN SKOLAH.

BRO: SAPE?

ME: KAWAN SKOLAH!!!!!!

BRO: SAPE?

I IGNORE HIM. THEN, HE SMILE SUSPICIOUSLY AND SAID

BRO: KUA DENGAN KAWAN MESTI ADE NAMER PER. HUH. *close the door.

THERE'S NO OTHER WORD OTHER THAN IRRITATING THAT COULD DESCRIBE HIM. I'M TOTALLY PISSED OFF. I WANNA SHOUT LIKE I USED TO LAST TIME BUT IT'S ALREADY PAST MIDNIGHT. YOU MIGHT SAY HE'S BEING CONCERN. YES I FUCKING HELL KNOW THAT BUT ANSWERING HIM WILL MAKE NO DIFFERENCE SIA CAUSE IF I SAY ANY OF MY GUYFRIENDS NAME HE WILL ALWAYS SAID THIS.

' OUH. MATAIR KAU KAN? HUH, TIPU. KALAU CAKAP KUA NGAN MATAIR CAKAP JE LA.'

I HAD ENOUGH OF HEARING THIS PHRASE SIA. SERIOUS SHIT. HE HAS BEEN SAYING BULLSHITS SINCE FOREVER. FUCK, I HATE HIM BEHAVING THIS WAY. SO WHAT IF IT IS A JOKE? IT'S NO JOKE TO ME. AS SAID, TO LIE OR NOT TO LIE IS THE SAME!

I'VE BEEN WANTING HIM TO MOVE OUT OF THE HOUSE BUT AAAAGH, NO NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN TO HIM. SHEESH. DO YOU EVEN PITY MUMSTER&DADSTER? NO I DON'T THINK SO, PERIOD. YOU ARE A MARRIED MAN NOW. I REPEAT! YOU ARE A MARRIED MAN NOW.

I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG THIS COULD LAST. IF YOU THINK I'M HEARTLESS LIDDAT BY WRITING ABOUT BRO HERE, SO I'M HEARTLESS AS IT IS.

DO YOU EVEN CARE?

Everyone has got their special someone to miss. Right? Well, i'm missing him. I know it's wrong to miss someone that has already found his Ms Right, right? Lol. I don't know why my heart still goes for him eventhough there's more out there better than him? Aaaaagh, fuck this feeling man. Well i don't blame him. We are just not meant to be? Lol. What Rihanna said is true, " Love is soooo blind."

Sigh, lastly.

No matter what happen, No matter how angry i was, No matter how much i've hurt you all,

I love you all still. (family&closefriend <3)

:) I feel much better now. Thank you OnSugar for the time.

Ouh, i love me Husband, Justin Bieber! :D

Ouh and i saw Yansen! &ouh Boonsiew just now too :D

Tadaaaaa! I know i'm dark!

I'm outta here.